just a sudden

is 12.57am now
and I'm start doing my blog
just a sudden
my mind come out some memory about my past
when I back in front my laptop
I heard the song ' If I were a boy-Beyonce'
I feel want to cry
seriously I dono why
even now I'm still holding my tears
I thought I already forget my past
and having a new life now
that is what i think
because I never cry about all that
since i promise to myself on November
I still wonder
why my mood so down ?
is it something going to happen ?
please I don't like this kind of mood
I like happy, I like hyper
I'm not this kind of person who always staying sad
I don't want be that kind of people too..
I'm going to start my study soon
I suppose be very happy
cause I'm going to start a new life
meet new friends
but why ? why ? why ?
I hate myself like this
I hate it so much
why I will be like this ?
and today I have no patient to anyone also
I have enough sleep today
but why ?
can someone cheer me up ?
I have no confidence to anyone
even myself
I kinda lost now
where I suppose to go now ?
what I suppose to think now ?
I already set my future
I set my mind to what I'm going to do in future
but why tonight I suddenly become like this ?
I have so many question marks in my mind ?
I'm suffering now..
I hate it..
I really hate it !!!!

woke up on 7.30am
went to have DIM SUM as breakfast with Zoey & Celicia
after that drop Celicia to work
then Zoey drop me to my school to get mine result
I didn't feel the fear and all that
I like some kind of cold blood people
student is coming one by one
the result is start giving to student
so I also quite there to get my result
I won't say how's my result here as I very disappoined on it

after i get my result
Zoey come and fetch me
and we went to have a drink first
after that we head to Disted college to get some information
then head to Equator..
I went to there to ask the information of Interior Design
and I register there too
so means I'm going to study there..
my class will start on 23rd March
means next next week..
OMG !! I have to start prepare my study mood now..
Haiz.. what to do wor..
since now is economy crisis time
and I don't think airline is going to hire people
so I just set my mind like last time i have planned
Interior Design..my future career..
after Equator we head to do some bank stuff
then to Gurney chill
till 7 something we chao d..
back to home
I'm too tired for today
so went I home
I start sleep on 8 something
after 8 hours i woke up
which means i woke up on 3.20am
i can't sleep anymore
I online and reply some message on my phone

I think thats all for today
nothing interes to talk about...
have to wake potato up on 12 noon later..
and now is 6.22am
I've been stay awake since I woke up just now

no picture for today because i didn't take any picture

current mood : bitter-sweet

current song :like me-girlicious

Is 1.28am now..

feel like update something i didn't update today..

just want t upload my L here

it is because finally i get it back

hahaha

i know my picture is not pretty enough but at least it's still look good

and i didn't show out my dumb dumb face also..haha..

tomorrow result is coming out d..

why i don't have such nervous feeling ??

is it I too relax d..or i just take it nothing ??

confuse ? wonder ? how's the result ?

whatever ! since result coming out tomorrow

so just take a look and then just leave it la..

look like I'm not going to study in college d right ?

I'm not..I plan to study Interior Design or just go interview for cabin crew

with such worst result..LOL

what a girl I am..haha..

whatever la..just leave it and take what "they" give

we pray for now also no use cause we already take the exam

I think it's time for me stop

since I have no topic to talk about today anymore..

if got new topic I will post up here..

BYE BYE !!

current song : elevator-timberland

current mood : normal

today ??
ntg to talk about also..
wake up on 9am to wake up Mr.Potata
after wake him up i back to sleep again
until 2.30pm i wake up and watch tv
done all stuff should be done
settle down myself in front my favorite laptop
do whatever I wan..
til just now..12am, my friend called me and ask
do u wan to hang out and learn ur driving skill
of course i said yes
so, i went out and drive
from tanjung bunga Caltex to TARC
TARC to UPR to Esplaned to Queensbay to Jelutong
to tanjung bunga Caltex to my home..
the longest journey i had drive..
what a good expirience...LOL

that is all for today
no picture today


tomorrow pre-test le..
so scare i cant pass..
thursday is the day im going to hell..
+.+

current mood : normal

current song : when I'm gone

thinking : to get a good guy ?? car licence

2day is Monday and yesterday is Sunday

n yes, my mom bought me a Toshiba laptop

v a deal is i hv to work for her n stay at home as much as i can

is okay for me so i just accept it..^^

last Wednesday i went to Genting Highlands

ntg much to talk about as most of the ppl went before

i back on Friday

Saturday i gt class nid to attend

so stay at home after that

Sunday, i suppose gt class on that day

but it has been cancelled cause of my teacher accident

i dono what reli happen cause no one know..

plan to go Gurney v mom after class

but since it alredi been cancelled so just go Gurney earlier

we reach thr take some bag to get fix

having lunch at Winter Warmer

move to Country Ride to c whether mom's bag is ready or not yet

finally, we can move to the House of Notebook..

my laptop is bought at thr..the girl name hui fen gave me a gd service

after bought it..i hv to leave my laptop thr bout 2 hours

cause they need to help me setup my laptop..

in that time we went for a little shopping

we go in parkson to take a look

suddenly my mom saw smtg attractive

tat is GUESS handbag..she love it so much

i know it cause that day b4 we go out

she said, " I don wan to buy any bag anymore, since i have so much bag. "

she only break her promise when she reli lik it

what i get on that day is...Famous Amos cookies & Toshiba laptop

yeepee..teehees

today ? Monday..i wake up early in the morning

get ready to go learn driving..

this Wednesday goin to have my pre-test

and if pass next Thursday go for car test d

hope i can pass asap la..

i wan drive..i don wan let ppl fetch..

my nike fully white jacket




just bought it 2day
cuz i lost my jacket few days ago
n im goin genting soon so i nid a jacket urgently
LOL

i woke up late 2day n went to learn car
stil working to get my P
kinda love driving
haha..
uncle say i can take test on 19th if i okay
den i told uncle
i sure can..hehe
after this went to my mom's office
cuz wan go shopping to get my Nike jacket ma..
hehe..
n tats hw i get my nike jacket lo

after tat back home
ntg to do
take a bath den settle down in front tv
yup, i hv skip my dinner
for on diet..hehe..
i cant on9 cuz my sis was using it
den i stil cant get my laptop cuz of sum financial problem
so i just wait..wait n wait n wait..
finally is my turn..
i been using pc since 11pm til nw 3.25am
i sleep on day n i awake on nite
im a vampire..hahaha...
jkjk

ntg to more to talk about 2day
and i tink im goin stay awake til morning d..
reli cant sleep..

current mood : happy (cuz i get new jacket )
current song : i din hear any song since i on9
thinking of : genting trip, ex-classmate, future

teehees..^^..so happy write now..
hope everyday will be like today
PEACE !!

LAZY ??

this is ME
but it doesn't look like me
because that is picture ma
LOL..okay, i know is not funny..

Today is sunday
i skip my class n went to Queensbay with my mom n sister
first we get there and we are fucking hungry
so we decide to find somewhere to fill our stomach
and so we went Nippon Yataimura to have our lunch
hmmmmmmm...TASTY..hahahaha

and this is my sister
she don't know that i took her picture
if she know i post here
sure kena d..hahaa

and finally,
CANTON-i is opening in penang..^^
it's located in Queensbay Mall, ground floor
never try before but i think the food will not bad la.
^^

ps : feel wan update my blog everyday but just dono wat to post bout..

listening to the song from http://www.euphoria.com.my/
no nid to download alredi can hear
techno, house, electro, hip hop & open format
listen watever u lik..