am i look happy in that picture ??

yes, i am..but now i'm emo-ing

i feel i'm too smart for everything

i can settle accident and all those travel planning

sometime i just wish i'm the stupid one

get protect by tons of people

but last time i wish to be the strong one..

after being a strong one that's me now..

i feel pointless, shoulder-less, bbf-less

lost more and more care

lost more and more love

been thinking alot in the bathroom

a nice place for us to think without any noice

how i wish i'm a small little one

how i wish i never been through all the hard one

one of the reason i become now

it's because i've been through all the step that not everyone been before

like my classmate said

i look mature

even older than the one who older in class

i take things serious

if i didn't do so i don't know when i will fall into problem again

i'm independent

it's because no one will going to help out when problem come

it's all about me

face the world alone

still hanging around with the friends but who really knows me

even the one i take as my best friend she didn't know all

i don't want to burden anyone

what's this about ??

to grow me up, train me, let me know the truth earlier

yes, i do know why people now is so complicated

the people i mix with is complicated

i can't denied it

if the people have only the peaceful mind

then the world won't have war and complicated cases around

what i want to spread out in this post ??

just to realise my emo