since i still a baby you send me to baby sister there for six years
i only get home on friday,saturday and sunday back to baby sister there
i'm going to standard one now..you pick me up from baby sister there and send me to grandparents there..
same ! i only get home on friday, saturday and sunday back to grandparent there..
standard three, grandparents past away and i get home but i stay with maid..
you was busy on work since i born, i know you try to give us a better life
but the thing i want is you would really understand me and know what i'm thinking
i rather you stay with me everyday and have a poor life..
you scolded me today, and i was crying when you scolding
i bet you don't even know what am i crying for..
you said i always get home late when out with friends
you said because of that i will sleep until very late on the next day
you said i just like my 2nd brother
you said i lazy to done all those small little stuff
you said why i like this and that
but have you realise i've change to someone else
have you realise my mind change
have you realise my thinking is changing
i work and i study
because i don't want to get too free
because you'll say everyday me also eat and sleep only
but when i start work you said why have to be so late
since i start working i have less time for my friend
when i go out until late you'll ask why everytime you have to go out until so late
but did you notice the day you said i back home late is out with friend not work
you thought work is like the day i go out with friend
i can't stop crying when i think of those shit..
relise me please~ try to stand on my site and think for me
i do think for you so i never complaint my tiredness



ps: mom..i know you won't read this.but this is the way i cool myself down..this is all for you..i know sister will be the proundest and best thing in your life..sister is way more better then me..but i'm not that worst you think, i will prove to you one day that you'll be proud that i experiece all this before..