我们彼此喜欢的东西,想去的地方,认识的人都大大不同..

可是我们还是在一起了..对对方的了解是越来越多..

可是我唯一不能接受的是你犯了我最不希望我身边的人犯的错..

我始终不敢开口告诉你虽然你已经知道我不喜欢..

这段日子我没想太多,想的只是怕自己变心..

或许我真的变了..我已经不再像以前什么都怕,什么都以为是自己做不好..

年龄的差距我并不觉得有什么问题..我们都好但我相信这不会持续很久..

这些都只是暂时性的..

所以,我一直控制着我自己..我不会陷太深..

everything are so different..even places we like to go,the things we like,the people we know..

but we still be together..we understand each other more and more..

until you told me something which the mistake i don't hope the one who beside me done it..

but i not dare to tell you even though you already i don't like it..

since when i with you..i don't really think much like last time..the only thing i think was i will leave you one day and go for other..

maybe i really changed..i'm not like last time everything also scare,everything also feel i'm the one who done the mistake..

i feel age is not a problem..we are fine but i believe it won't last long..

everything happen now is just for now only..

so i keep on controlling myself..i won't fall too deep..

it's been long time i write about sad things

having another half should be happy

even both of them it's really match together

but i don't like it..i hate myself keep falling on it

i need to stop it cause i know it won't be long and memorable for me

i thought i was just playing although i got the feel

but i just don't know that i will keep on falling

i hate it !!

cause i promise myself i won't get myself on hurt anymore

i will get myself out from hurt

but seems like i will getting hurt 1 day

it's just the feel i got

ever since i start call those sweet name means i'm falling

i didn't know it at first and i know i realise about it

I HATE I KEEP ON FALLING !! I GOTTO STOP !!

"depends on fate"

the word i use to say

the word i say to let myself get up

what goes around comes around

the word which is always appear around me

i never look down on it

it's already one year and i'm good now

sometime will think of it but it's okay

cause i got my life now

2 is better than 1

it maybe true and it maybe false

it's depends on how you look at it

i take it as nothing

either 1 or 2

i'm still ME

reality do change people right ? the world is always cruel

我真的是自作自受, 自己玩自己的就好啦

干嘛浪费力气浪费时间去等一些人

第一次我等但如果真的来不及可以说一声

东西就不能等明天买吗?

就这么急吗?

第二次我迟到是我的错

但多等两下会死吗?

玩有比同伴的存在重要吗?

我承认我很可怕

但你们让我太失望了

到了下一站,我已经先进去找位置了不得

你们全部 !!! 情愿坐得离我远也不想坐跟我

这我没话说..你们要继续但抱歉我不想

我不想一个人坐在那里当笨蛋 !!

我回房间你们慢慢玩

我不想坐在那里发脾气

更好玩的是你们一句对不起也不会说

到了今天,我和你们去走走

我脸色虽然不好但我自认我还会和你们说说话

但我发现我和你们就想个陌生人

所以我情愿走也不想当个笨蛋

我真的很气很气

气得我一句话都不想说

你们聊天不参没关系

不过我真的很气你们

也许一开始我应该坚持我的信念

不去相信任何人

尽量不要和人熟

it's just make me look like a fool when i'm with yours

this is not the first time i feel so