Friday, January 29, 2010

我们彼此喜欢的东西,想去的地方,认识的人都大大不同..
可是我们还是在一起了..对对方的了解是越来越多..
可是我唯一不能接受的是你犯了我最不希望我身边的人犯的错..
我始终不敢开口告诉你虽然你已经知道我不喜欢..
这段日子我没想太多,想的只是怕自己变心..
或许我真的变了..我已经不再像以前什么都怕,什么都以为是自己做不好..
年龄的差距我并不觉得有什么问题..我们都好但我相信这不会持续很久..
这些都只是暂时性的..
所以,我一直控制着我自己..我不会陷太深..

everything are so different..even places we like to go,the things we like,the people we know..
but we still be together..we understand each other more and more..
until you told me something which the mistake i don't hope the one who beside me done it..
but i not dare to tell you even though you already i don't like it..
since when i with you..i don't really think much like last time..the only thing i think was i will leave you one day and go for other..
maybe i really changed..i'm not like last time everything also scare,everything also feel i'm the one who done the mistake..
i feel age is not a problem..we are fine but i believe it won't last long..
everything happen now is just for now only..
so i keep on controlling myself..i won't fall too deep..

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

it's been long time i write about sad things
having another half should be happy
even both of them it's really match together
but i don't like it..i hate myself keep falling on it
i need to stop it cause i know it won't be long and memorable for me
i thought i was just playing although i got the feel
but i just don't know that i will keep on falling
i hate it !!
cause i promise myself i won't get myself on hurt anymore
i will get myself out from hurt
but seems like i will getting hurt 1 day
it's just the feel i got
ever since i start call those sweet name means i'm falling
i didn't know it at first and i know i realise about it


I HATE I KEEP ON FALLING !! I GOTTO STOP !!