since i still a baby you send me to baby sister there for six years
i only get home on friday,saturday and sunday back to baby sister there
i'm going to standard one now..you pick me up from baby sister there and send me to grandparents there..
same ! i only get home on friday, saturday and sunday back to grandparent there..
standard three, grandparents past away and i get home but i stay with maid..
you was busy on work since i born, i know you try to give us a better life
but the thing i want is you would really understand me and know what i'm thinking
i rather you stay with me everyday and have a poor life..
you scolded me today, and i was crying when you scolding
i bet you don't even know what am i crying for..
you said i always get home late when out with friends
you said because of that i will sleep until very late on the next day
you said i just like my 2nd brother
you said i lazy to done all those small little stuff
you said why i like this and that
but have you realise i've change to someone else
have you realise my mind change
have you realise my thinking is changing
i work and i study
because i don't want to get too free
because you'll say everyday me also eat and sleep only
but when i start work you said why have to be so late
since i start working i have less time for my friend
when i go out until late you'll ask why everytime you have to go out until so late
but did you notice the day you said i back home late is out with friend not work
you thought work is like the day i go out with friend
i can't stop crying when i think of those shit..
relise me please~ try to stand on my site and think for me
i do think for you so i never complaint my tiredness



ps: mom..i know you won't read this.but this is the way i cool myself down..this is all for you..i know sister will be the proundest and best thing in your life..sister is way more better then me..but i'm not that worst you think, i will prove to you one day that you'll be proud that i experiece all this before..

woohoo

sorry reader..it's such a long time i didn't update my blog you know, like i mention on my last post, i get some disease called "lazyness".. and above is random shot when i was in kl..with my friend as well..oh ya !! i'd resign from Segafrado@gurney and move to 75 celcius gurney, pay higher and fix my time..not yet open but opening soon in this wednesday or thursday and the grand opening will be held on this saturday do come to the outlet if you are free and ask your friend to come over also..

this sentence going to be such a emo post..just something happened recently..i lost my money in kl..some friend are scolding after drunk *i forgive since that fella is drunk* but i still dislike this kind of attitude..do feel lonely sometimes, try to fill the loneliness but i got a better way to go, work and study busy=won't think so much..^^

last saturday went to club as well with few friends..meet some old friend inside and ex schoolmate and current schoolmate also..but the feeling is different with last time cause i don't get any form or "high" from the music..maybe i've to kl club and there is more happening so it's different..one thing i suprise was the F.A.M.E.'s dj is currently spin in M.O.I.S.

what going to now ??..it's 3.21am , going to sleep now..my term break is off class is on so have to go get some sleep and go to college..it's time for me to off..bye reader !! *post one of the funny picture for you to see*

what so funny about it is i was talking on the phone and keep kacau me to take picture..before taking this picture i was on phone too and this guy stole my phone and off it, mean right ??..but he is a nice guy..lol..